what the hell
kitty cat toes
realization: i've been a member of diaryland eleven years inside of the next month. the atmosphere has certainly changed. nearly everyone moved to livejournal, and from there most people went to myspace then facebook, with few exceptions to wordpress and blogspot. now tumblr seems to be the 'thing'. a lot just stopped writing and/or disappeared. i've only kept up with one person i first knew at diaryland, and not very well.
and me, my writing and "voice" has changed a hundred times over. i am less and less personal. i spend much less time just writing. it's not that i have any less "free" time, i just don't spend it typing away very often now.
and this year seems to have been one pile of suck after another. it could be worse in so many ways. most things can be fixed, at least in time. i'm just tired of this year. it's time to get better, feel better, and be better.
school started again. so far so good. i've done this process enough times now to not be intimidated by it and i'm feeling fairly relaxed, considering. we'll see how i feel in a few weeks.